Hello Fear

Hello fear

You have held me captive for far too long. Have me living in fear of myself, fear of my friends, fear of being lonely, fear of being single, fear of being hurt and it’s about hella time I take back my freedom.

In fact I’m taking back my freedom. It about damn time.

This revelation came to me as I was standing in my kitchen. i was having one of those days where I just needed answers, answer about love, God and so much more. It hit me, it fear that’s holding me back. Fear that’s keeping captive.

I am at a point in my life where God is becoming the center of my existence. There are moments where I’m doing some mundane task and I have to stop because my soul is crying out for God. There was this one morning on my way to school that all I could do was cry and pray and praise god. I did not understand why I was cry and praying in the manner I was, noting seemed to be wrong.

Lately my fear has been holding me back, I don’t want to look crazy crying on the bus as I read my bible I don’t want to be casted out because I couldn’t even explain why I was crying.
But how can I let fear keep me from rejoicing about God. I know deep down in my heart that I have made more process emotionally, physically and mentally in the pass 6 months than ever before and I know its all to God.
So I cry when I pray because I am free and I am happy.

I AM CLAIMING MY FREEDOM!!!!!

 

As always thank you for reading and do not let fear hold you captive.